I don't have many friends and i don't really mind?

I feel like i'm in the same situation as you! I am in college now but back in high school I had a couple really really close friends untill one of them who was basically the glue betweeen us got all weird and drifted away. Now that I'm in college I feel real homesick even though I didnt feel thta homesick when i first arrived. I have lots of friends around me but I don't really feel close to them or feel like I would be friends with them back home. I feel like I'm much more mature than people around me and I'm not the biggest drinker/partier even though I will go out to be social but my friends will jokingly give me crap about it and it bothers me. Sometimes I just want to be left alone and do the things I did at home like be with my mom because we were really close and just read and go to movies but everything just seems wrong since I feel this constant pressure to be with people and go out. I'm hoping things will get better over more time and I will find my nitch more without feeling conflicted. I hope the same happens for you! Sorry If i didn't provide any answers but I just thought I would share with you since we seem to be somewhat in the same situation. Good luck!